I need more than just one escape. I hate having to rely on my mind to keep my mind off of whatever it is that’s stuck on my mind. There is no on I can speak with about anything, because I know that there is no possible way for them to see thing the way I do, no way that they can possibly know what I feel.
Or maybe I’ve been over thinking things again. Maybe this one person will know how I feel, will know what it’s like to be me because he too, had been there done that. Maybe he wont just be like the rest of them and say stupid cliche lines without the real meaning behind them.
I can’t believe I’m taking a complete stranger into consideration. I know what happens when I do this. It grows. From being “just friends” to me taking the wrong message and thinking, no, hoping that we’ll be more than just friends. That he does like me, and that I’m not just putting this thought into my head too have more false hope be grown.
oh geebus I’m going in circles again. = -=
ending this now.
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